feeling so fly like a g6. (:
Thursday, December 30, 2010 10:11 PM
yes continued from the previous post. this time decided instead to do like a conclusion/reflection of 2010. :D faster i guess.

so yes, how's 2010 for me. yes simply great. this year has been a huge difference from 2009.
2009 was a great year also, but in a way, 2010 has been filled with obstacles and helped me to become a more experienced person.

in 2010, i found out who were my true friends. in 2009, everyone more or less seemed to be the same, and it's not easy to see who will be the ones to help you and motivate you on your hardest of times. in 2010, it is the time when you can finally tell the backstabbers etc. dk why but it seemed to be the case for me.

also i think i've changed a lot this year. i think i've become more aware of things around me, and more image conscious.

i'm no longer the "yes-man" or whatever i was in p6. in p6 i realise at times people expect a lot from me, maybe because and that i seldom refused their requests. than like go my house all the time whatnot. (note: i'm not trying to offend here, just saying only. don't get the wrong idea.)

now i think i start to say "no" more? heh. perhaps it started last year or what dk. cos i don't want people to get close to me just because they need my help and when i need theirs, they "disappear"? -.-

LOL crap i'm stuck on how to organise my reflection.
k perhaps 2010 resolutions. (: yeap had 6 only. :/

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS FOR 2010.
1) Study hard and get to a good Sec 3 class.
2) Get at least 70% total for at least 2 to 3 terms.
3) NAPFA Silver :D
4) Make more besties in SJI. :D
5) Keep in contact with Sixaoheight. (Y) (not sure leh. -.-)
6) Cut down on computer time. :/ (not sure also. -.-)

LOL. -.-
NAPFA Silver didn't attain it, maybe cos I screwed up my sbj. fk it.
For no. 2, I didn't manage to get it, but I got an overall of 72%? (?). cos fye did much better than term 1-3. lol k nvm.
can't really say i've cut down on computer time or keep in contact with 6a'08. -.-

okay so 2011 resolutions. :D

1) Make friends in 334'11.
2) NAPFA Silver!!! -.-
3) At least 70% overall.
4) Keep in touch with 6A'08/205'10.

lol srsly idk what else leh. ): maybe later than add on.

okay so in 2010 what has happened for me. hmm a quick review. ^^
~ made more friends. (:
~ did some bad things. -.-
~ used less blogger.
~ used more fb and twitter.
~ represented 205'10 in competitions.
~ assisted in making class tee.
~ super deskmates who can insult each other and still laugh it off. -.- and the creepy singing of songs. -.-
~ started listening to kpop. rofl. :D yeap shinee, snsd, and beast/b2st ftw. (:
~ been to a wake for the first time in my life. ):

lol seriously a lot getting tired to type more now. -.-

and yes, about being to a wake for the first time. my cca mate timothy passed away. i feel a little regretful for not attending his sending off although i went to the wake. i feel embarrassed to say i cannot remember his death date. yeah but we weren't close. we just exchanged a few words and jokes and played soccer together and that's about it. yeah although i feel sad to have lost him as a cca mate. we could've progressed in our friendship. yeah so rest in peace. you will be remembered by us. (:

eh what else uh!!! -.- ahh nvm tired alr just end off bah.

so yes, 2010, you have been nothing short of fantastic. you hold lots of memories for me, be it sad or happy. i'll always remember the times and maybe when i grow older, take a look down the road and laugh. :D yeah

but this is reality. part and parcel of life. good things all come to an end eventually. things end, we move on. easier said than done, i agreed. it's kinda hard to simply put behind all the memories and expect to move on quickly. it takes time yeah but we'll just have to try.

may 2011 be a much better year. (: and work hard to fulfill your resolutions. :D

lol this post has been rather disorganised. ahhhhhh. D; and i know the blog title has no link to the post. -.-

okay good night. :D might continue tomorrow haha. :D

Your smile is a beautiful lie.
Sunday, December 26, 2010 9:52 PM
helloo. :D yes yes here to blog about my 2010. :D but for now only posting first day of school. -.-

cos i don't think it's possible to fit 360(?) days worth of events into a single post.
LOL lame k ignore this.

1st day of school/2010

lol still remember it quite clearly. maybe it's because it's like going back to sch/class after 1-2 months of absence from it. (: went to 105'09 class LOL. -.- than see no one there. -.- than went to 205 lol. -.- still too used to going 105'09. :/

everyone was like very quiet cos like after a while never meet alr so like dk what to say? :/ than after that 'cher came in and than like give some welcome speech. than after that the class like went back to the 105'09 days, as in like, all started talking to each other? -.-

yeah so same for me. :D seriously i prefer this system(?). as in like sec 1-2 never split up. so first day of sch in sec 2 is like not so awkward. after a while will be okay cos it's the same people from last year after all. sec 1 was damn awkward like go to a new class know no one at all.

sadly have to go through the same thing next year. but hopefully my class is friendly just like 205'10/105'09. :D

and i don't think it'll be as bad as sec 1. cos like i know a few people in 334'11 alr. :D

if only never split up for the 4 years in sec sch. that'll be great. (Y) but sadly no. ):

yeah cos i think i'll miss 205'10. ): just like sec 1 that time missed 6A'08. D;

okay so that's allllllllll. :D
i'll continue the rest soon perhaps. :D

kbye. ^^

Ring ding dong.
Saturday, December 25, 2010 3:55 PM
hello people. :D

so, A MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU.

yeps may your christmas wishes come true. :D

okay so this might be out of the topic, but i find this year's christmas not so "christmas-y" compared to previous ones. ):

we used to have christmas parties on christmas itself, but this year dk why, it was shifted to 2 days earlier, on 23rd. cos maybe relatives got their own party to attend. D;

yeah so this year's christmas is a boring one for me ahhhhhhh. D; most likely not going out. lol doesn't feel like christmas uh. more like an ordinary saturday. ):

LOL one of my friends posted this on fb which i find i soooooo true. Here: "Watching American movies about Christmas makes my Christmas look like it sucks". -.-

aiyah so no choice bah. everyone like all ago out for christmas like that. ): yeap i also want to post a summary/reflection of 2010! but on a different post. :D

okay so merry christmas. tho not so merry for me haiz. ):

you just gotta ignite the light, and let it shine. (:
Thursday, December 2, 2010 10:12 PM
hello yeah.
lol i've been feeling like blogging after reading people's blogs etc. -.- altho srsly i read very few one. -.-

okay i can honestly admit the people whose blogs i've been reading are huiyi, cheryl, wuyou.
lol very few right uh.
because seriously, almost no one in my class has blogs.
and than peeps like willie/rohit/junhui all never update their blogs alr. -.- or deleted off. ):

and i realise ano thing. almost everyone remove their tagboards/cbox etc. -.- yeah maybe lack of tags. o.o

because everyone like go facebook chat/post on wall etc. and somemore now got twitter/plurk. and everyone all flock there. o.o lol i quit plurk. -.-

hey got realise this nots. when facebook start to get more popular, blogger loses popularity?
okay no link just my personal opinion. -.-

hmm and perhaps it's because sec sch life is so busy compared to pri sch? yep heavier cca commitments/camps/courses blahblahblah.

ironically my hols are so damn free. -.- lol everyone like all seem so busy except me why uh LOL. -.- but might be going on a holiday soon? most probably malaysia tho. o.o

and hmm 6a'08 bbq/gathering. o.o lol i hope it manages to be organised quickly. ^^ jiayou willie. if you're even reading this. -.- yeah cause i think it's good to keep in touch with old friends? o.o more friends = more help in future? -.-

hmm running out of things to blog about. -.- lol this post has been like some crap like that. -.-

okay bye. :D

Fixed at zero.
Sunday, November 21, 2010 5:58 PM
hello people. don't know why i'm blogging out of a sudden. yeap bored perhaps. o.o altho most prob no one reading this. -.-

yeah so it's been a long time. and yeah it's Nov. -.- lol why am i stating the obv.

okay a quick summary of events. (:

inter-class games. was in the soccer first team lol. we didn't do well tho haha. 8th place? -.- lol sorry for letting the team down with some wayward passes. -.- touch rugby team was better. (: 1st eh pro! :D bring glory to 205'10 haha. :D

got back results alr. quite happy with it. 3rd in class. o.o was fking shocked. usu i always finish top 10 in class but not the top 5. lowest position ever in 105'09/205'10 was like 10th place? LOL. not boasting tho haha. ^^ didn't expect to get 3rd for eoys. was expecting like 5th to 10th la haha. (: but next year i'll work harder and improve. cannot get too complacent.

and last day of sch. D; super sad man. ): but our class was like trying to be cheerful taking class photos and all. 205'10 i'll miss you. ):

and yes, CLASS PARTY/BBQ. awesome to the max. went swimming for almost the entire party and didn't help out in cooking the food/starting fire etc lol so bad. -.- cos srsly i'm a noob at those BBQ. -.- lol went home quite late? left there at about 10pm reached home like 10.30pm or 10.45pm? o.o

and o.o ace camp @ kota tinggi from 8th to 12th nov. 5day4night! and a lot of people were complaining that too long alr. -.- i was like neutral? rofl. lol srsly i went there with like a bit reluctance but came back also reluctant? lol irony? or whatever you call it. -.- lol cos was much more fun than expected hehe. instructors were also damn friendly. slept in tents? o.o very squeezed tsktsk. but still, a new experience la haha. ^^ and yes, when we went mountain hiking, got bitten by leech. somemore twice. lol first time i was like "eh wtf is this get this off". lol than spray repellent on it can alr. (: second time not so shocked alr, more "calm". -.- but second time the wound bled for like 3-4 hrs. -.- make my sock got stain stupid leech!!! lol but nvm la at least try out the "outside world". than yes got activities like jetty jump/abseiling/raft building/kayaking yep. epic super fun. i think it's one of the most fun camps i've been to? (Y)

and yes, streaming. o.o a lot of people were like damn afraid? but i wasn't. -.- yeah cos i think it's like what class go to is what you deserve. and too late for regrets etc. :/ got into 334 tho. o.o not too bad at least i know like 4-5 people there alr. hopefully the people there are as awesome as 205'10. (: after streaming went to macs to talk about sec 3 life etc LOL. ): sad to be leaving y'all tho. ): went ramu house later to go play board games/dai di etc.

yeah may the 205'10 spirit live on haha. (: also posted dedications on fb long ago alr.

okay bye. ending the post abruptly lol a bit tired liao. (:

Where you are seems to be, as far as an eternity.
Thursday, October 14, 2010 9:20 PM
yoyoyo. i'm finally blogging.
yes, eoys are over. ^^

nothing eventful really occured during the period i was in hiatus.
except one very saddening thing. one of my cca mates, timothy passed away due to acute leukamia. D;

i got the news from boonyang last friday. :/ lol i couldn't believe it as first. i thought it was some prank. but at the same time, i knew it had to be true, cause he had been absent from school like for the entire term 4 if i remember right. i even asked about him casually, like "eh boonyang, what happened to timothy. why never come sch so long alr?" than he'll reply like, "dk." than we'll stop talking about it and talk about other stuff.

so yes, it came as a effing shock to me. so i attended his wake on sat with most of the ncc land people.

it was my very first time going to a wake. seriously. fortunately, none of the relatives whom i really know has passed away. and i hope it stays the status quo.

when i went into his house, i was totally like, "omg." cos his house was like no space than we were sort of "late" so we went to the front. and his coffin was there. in front of me. i saw like principal, vice-principal and hol, students and teachers. some of them were crying. his classmates too. i saw their eyes filled with tears. very saddening. ):

than they opened the coffin. i saw his dead body. it didn't even resemble the timothy i knew. it looked very bloated and pale. but still, he looked peaceful. many started crying. i had the urge to join them but i didn't. not really sure why. maybe it's because he looked so peaceful, and he's trouble-free from this world.

adjovi cried. sairesh too. boonyang was like me. he put on a brave front but i'm sure he'll miss timothy more than i do, cause they were friends. i wasn't that close to timothy, perhaps just cca mates.

yeah so the funeral was on monday. but i didn't go. my dad wanted me stay at home to revise maths. if i could i would.

okay so rest in peace timothy! we'll miss you! :D continue being your cheerful and lively self.

r.i.p.

okay goodbye and nights. :D

DJ's got us falling in love again.
Monday, September 6, 2010 3:36 PM
hellooooooo! :D here to blog about teacher's day. quite late i know but whatever haha. (:

yeap so sji's teacher's day was very boring. first part there was no teacher in class cos they went for mass or sth. -.- after that got some concert, not too bad la. have breakdancing, a band singing use somebody and than got another band sing it's my life and some other song. i think the use somebody band better? haha. (: than got baby photos of teachers and guess them etc. (:

after that went 'cher hunting. we were all allowed in the office when it's usu not allowed LOL than all flocked it. gave the gifts to all except one, didn't come or sth. D; went to meet rohit in canteen than headed to lot 1 to meet junhui/dominic/willie. :D

went library to meet them, after that me and rohit go eat lunch they watch us eat. -.- walked to cckps, and we didn't even need to queue. xD cos we came like a bit later? than all the people all went inside cckps alr or sth. (:

saw a lot of 6a'08 people, YAY! 6a'08, we rock! (: didn't see them for like damn long alr like 6 months alr. since feb or sth. i think more people came back on 'chers day than cny (:.

lol than me and rohit went toilet and we realised one thing. the urinals too low for us LOL! -.- the toilet also a bit smelly but nvm hehe. :D pupils' den also changed quite a lot. :D shengyang go write "lee xiaoming" at the prefect's duty book or sth LOL. -.-

didn't talk much to mdm phua, just said "hi" only LOL. -.- i'm not really close to her? -.- than linlaoshi i think she forget me alr. -.- LOL almost everyone she hug, like willie, cheryl, junhui (i think?) except me. -.- but nvm la, 2 years alr. (: also had class gift for m.phua. handprinted my hands on a big sheet of vanguard paper haha. but like only a few people paste so can't call class gift but whatever la hehe. :D

2pm got kicked out of cckps. D; LOL almost everyone wanted to go my house, but sorry, no. why not go yours? LOL. cos' almost my whole family at home please, will be damn embarrassing. Willie! you also said not everytime must let people come over LOL. (: also, what will my family think, i suddenly bring a whole crowd of people home. -.- so, very sorry if you wanted to go my house, maybe next time. (:

so, went to playground instead. cny also went there hehe. :D but it's renovated la haha. did pretty lame stuff there, playing catching with rohit and kicking some silly milk green tea bottle with rohit and junhui. -.- but, what else to do. -.- others went to play badminton?

homed at around 5pm. D; i find like when hanging around with 6a-ians very very happy, but when leave it's like a bit reluctant and sad? cos it's like, next year than will meet again, if we're even going back. :/

so hope to see you all again soon. perhaps end of year hold some movie gathering/class gathering etc. no class outing for sure tho. last year had but fking fail. -.- lol.

okay, bye! :D